at 1.47am on 21june06
i was here blogging about my fear. fear of what is to come.

at 1.49am on 21june06
i was here reminiscing, recollecting memories of the past. that bittersweet longing for what used to be.

at 1.54am on 21june06
i was here thinking if the present really matter since what always occupy my mind is always things of the future or past.
woah this week had been a spirit-filled week for me. with the holy ghost in ur life it's really different. it makes me dont want to leave His presence la. i definitely more joyful than b4 even though im pressed at all sides.
i think i just fell in love..
will you be mine?

please, tag heuer?
OMG!! CAMP WAS FANTABULOUS!! i've learnt an awful lot and it has given me the extra boost for the tough journey ahead.. indeed when God speaks, lives changes. gonna take a look at what happened for e past days:

day1
we had telematches where i tore the skin of my both palms. ouch. but thank god for the medic team. im really impressed by the medic team.. they dont just do what normal medics do, to treat wounds and other illnesses.. they pray for the sick as well. and i see that they've worked extremely hard as well.. on the last day they all had heavy eyebags. hahaha. later on we had opening ceremony as well as teachings which was awesome! oh later on i bunked in together with krisstle.. we shared a single bed but managed to make ourselves comfy. we shared much and the night was amazing.

day2
ok by day2 i was ardy half dead. i seriously think im getting older. but aniwae we had praise and worship and teachings which was fantastic! i learnt a lot though i was on the verge of death.. i wish i was more linguistic to express the kind of experience i had. it was truly great. we gathered as a whole neb and nec and played games. man i've never been more aggressive in my life.. and i felt victorious thereafter!! bwahahaha. i was supposed to bunk in with rachel at night.. bought cup noodles and mash potato (one with too much water, the other with too little) and cans of drinks.. but guess what. i fell asleep waiting! argh *stabs myself in the chest a thousand times*

day3
i woke up thinking the camp just zoomed past me. but this day was machiam the climax of the camp. had teaching and pw in the morning. then we had the game of "who killed shirley". rather interesting but i was drenched cos dennis poured a bucket of water on me as he was aiming at someone else.. I WAS SO INNOCENT!! we had bring it on which was a showcase of our church's talents. a.m static(northeast jc brothers) won! great job!! we had our ignite concert! it was so captivating.. u cud almost see liquid human in the hall (pardon my analogy). shirley gave a powerful challenge which moved me and many others as well. indeed how can we lose to the world.. how can it be??! gideon challenged us too and i met up with my pple as well.. neb! let's aim to be word-centered pple and let's hit our goal of 30 by end of aug!! sth was burning within us.. god is really moving.

we had our free and easy session cos it was the last day.. but i was so burnt out i slept at 3am.. and i really slept like a log! i woke up at the exact same position i slept in.

day4 (today)
it was the last day.. shirley's murderer was revealed. daniel was the one. hahaa had closing ceremony and a round of praise. really cool.. took many photos of which some i looked terribly lame. but in any case i really really really enjoyed myself. it was a refreshing spiritual retreat.. we had lunch at harbour front and went home. i slept immediately without even bathing (gross i know. but i CUDNT CARE ANYMORE!) and then here i am blogging. hehehes.

i had many new experiences in this Encounter camp. things i never knew i could do, i did it. now i could understand the verse "better a day in the house of the lord than a thousand elsewhere."
i cant wait but im waiting. no worries. it's coming.
what a long day i had. woke up in the morning unsure if i was going for training. decided not to in the end. my stomach was upset. service has never been greater. sermon was way powerful. im really anticipating the camp! im expecting a special date with god! *winks* ok and now im studying.

argh. i cant write recounts for nuts. this entry sucks. but at least it gives an overview of my interesting day in a rather boring way. 17 hours blogged down in 9 sentences. i think i'll ace my summary.